What, Blue? You're human?
Well, happy birthday.
"But perhaps I will see the light someday..."
"...it will not be a light for Atheists or Christians..."
"...it will be a chest-bursting, silence-deafening, bright light that will surge through the air at speeds not destined for travel..."
"...and it will be in a blaze of glory not only for man but for everything that had to endure the long suffering of life."
The possible pain, suffering and sacrifice of discovery are by no means an excuse to remain ignorant.
The bartering of things sought earned are by a means which only little men can abide by and hope to achieve.